I fear myself more than anything.

To be at a point where I am more myself than ever before, to be at a point where I am accepting my sexuality, my image, my thoughts and my eccentric behaviour, and yet to not fully trust myself terrifies me.
I fear myself, because I am not sure I can trust myself with my life.

I fear that I will not be able to do what I want to, and that I will end up harming myself because I can't deal with the failure.

I fear myself because it nearly always takes a conscious effort for me not to press a sharp object into my skin when I am picking it up. I don't fear sharps. I fear my hands when they hold them.