I am afraid of losing you to drugs. I am afraid that I will either stay with you and you will continue your pattern throughout your life, and that I will never have the guts to leave you.

I am also afraid of leaving you because I love you so much, and I know that just the thought of losing you makes me want to cringe.

I am afraid that I will never find anyone who treats me the way that you do, and that I will be alone forever.

I am afraid that if I say "goodbye", that you will not leave it the way it is.

I am afraid that you won't come after me.

I am afraid that you will come after me.

I am afraid that you will never change.