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Sunday, August 15, 2010
I fear that I will always do what you say is best, instead of what I know I should be doing.
i fear that since i second guess everything that i have ever done in my life, i will not be able to do anything meaningful in my life or succeed.
i fear that if i marry my best friend (and the only guy ive been close to)that i will be settling for a comfortable relationship rather than someone that i will be happy with 50 years from now.
i fear that since i dont excel im any school subject, i wont be able to do anything in life besides being a housewife or a receptionist.
i fear that i will never be able to have kids therefore, i will never be fully happy with life.
My biggest fear, literally my worst nightmare, is losing you. You are my life. You are my world. Everything revolves around you. I can never stop thinking about you. It's been getting worse and worse and I would have never thought I am capable of these feelings. I can't live without you and I know you can't live without me.
Another fear of mine is something happening to you if something ever happens to me. I know how you react to me being distant, even your body reacts. Even when you only think I might be distant, you start suffering emotionally and physically. I will never leave you but every day I fear something happening to me because of what that might do to you. You wouldn't want to live anymore, you've told me so many times. But even though I know those things, I still really fear you leaving me one day. I couldn't take that. I would become that wreck again, numb and empty, the way I was when I didn't have you, when I had to live without you for what felt like eternity.
i fear that i will always love you no matter what you do. no matter how badly you fuck up, i think i will always come back to you. because of this, i fear that i am waiting for you to change instead of just giving up on you entirely.
I feel failure, I fear that I will move home to study and hate it. I fear that because I have said many times that that I am not afraid of not finding love, that I won't find love. I fear going crazy again over a guy that isn't worth it. I fear never having children because I keep saying I am ok with the fact that I may just have it all slip by me. I fear that I will study, become too comfortable and not travel. I fear if I do have children I will not love them as much as I love my niece and nephews. I fear loving someone who may reject me. I fear dying of the same disease my father died of, I need to stop smoking.
the only thing i fear is...calmness. not to sound weird and quote the show weeds, but it fits my fear perfectly. "calm," "before the storm?" "the storm i can weather"
i dont know im fearful of life being calm. but im so used to things being shitty, that when something good happens, and life appears to be calm and going great. something 5 times worse happens and destroys any type of peace i have fought so hard to get.
I fear people. I fear social situations. I fear that this fear will one day fully take over my life, and I'll never want to leave the house. I'm fearful of what people think of me. And because of these fears, I worry that people will get fed up with me, and eventually leave me. I don't want to be alone... 27-f
My biggest fear is that I'm always going to put everyone else before me, I'm always going to choose to tear myself apart before I tear our family apart. My biggest fear is that I'm going to fall victim to suicide like I've so often wanted to. My biggest fear is that I'm going to die before I get to live.
I fear that because of you, I won't ever be able to get help. I fear that the longer that I hide the feelings I need to escape from I will eventually become numb to all feelings. Being depressed isn't as cut and dry as you may think mom.
My fear is that I have very high expectations of myself, I used to feel like I could do anythng, now I fear that I'm going to chicken out and become a failure
17 comments:
i fear that too, all the time
I fear that I won't ever be proved wrong- that love will constantly be proven wrong, that there will never be an us.
I fear that I won't ever be proved wrong- that love will constantly be proven wrong, that there will never be an us.
i fear that since i second guess everything that i have ever done in my life, i will not be able to do anything meaningful in my life or succeed.
i fear that if i marry my best friend (and the only guy ive been close to)that i will be settling for a comfortable relationship rather than someone that i will be happy with 50 years from now.
i fear that since i dont excel im any school subject, i wont be able to do anything in life besides being a housewife or a receptionist.
i fear that i will never be able to have kids therefore, i will never be fully happy with life.
My biggest fear, literally my worst nightmare, is losing you. You are my life. You are my world. Everything revolves around you. I can never stop thinking about you. It's been getting worse and worse and I would have never thought I am capable of these feelings. I can't live without you and I know you can't live without me.
Another fear of mine is something happening to you if something ever happens to me. I know how you react to me being distant, even your body reacts. Even when you only think I might be distant, you start suffering emotionally and physically. I will never leave you but every day I fear something happening to me because of what that might do to you. You wouldn't want to live anymore, you've told me so many times. But even though I know those things, I still really fear you leaving me one day. I couldn't take that. I would become that wreck again, numb and empty, the way I was when I didn't have you, when I had to live without you for what felt like eternity.
I fear a life without you.
i fear that i will always love you no matter what you do. no matter how badly you fuck up, i think i will always come back to you. because of this, i fear that i am waiting for you to change instead of just giving up on you entirely.
I fear that, this "teenage experiment" of kissing another girl is turning into love.
I feel failure,
I fear that I will move home to study and hate it.
I fear that because I have said many times that that I am not afraid of not finding love, that I won't find love.
I fear going crazy again over a guy that isn't worth it.
I fear never having children because I keep saying I am ok with the fact that I may just have it all slip by me.
I fear that I will study, become too comfortable and not travel.
I fear if I do have children I will not love them as much as I love my niece and nephews.
I fear loving someone who may reject me.
I fear dying of the same disease my father died of, I need to stop smoking.
I'm afraid I won't be able to successfully carry a baby.
the only thing i fear is...calmness.
not to sound weird and quote the show weeds, but it fits my fear perfectly.
"calm,"
"before the storm?"
"the storm i can weather"
i dont know im fearful of life being calm. but im so used to things being shitty, that when something good happens, and life appears to be calm and going great. something 5 times worse happens and destroys any type of peace i have fought so hard to get.
and snakes XD im terrified.
m/20
I fear people. I fear social situations. I fear that this fear will one day fully take over my life, and I'll never want to leave the house. I'm fearful of what people think of me. And because of these fears, I worry that people will get fed up with me, and eventually leave me. I don't want to be alone...
27-f
I'm afraid that I am going to let down the little girl I once was.
I fear snakes. Really, they freak me out. And I also fear puke too.
why not:)
My biggest fear is that I'm always going to put everyone else before me, I'm always going to choose to tear myself apart before I tear our family apart. My biggest fear is that I'm going to fall victim to suicide like I've so often wanted to. My biggest fear is that I'm going to die before I get to live.
I fear that because of you, I won't ever be able to get help. I fear that the longer that I hide the feelings I need to escape from I will eventually become numb to all feelings. Being depressed isn't as cut and dry as you may think mom.
My fear is that I have very high expectations of myself, I used to feel like I could do anythng, now I fear that I'm going to chicken out and become a failure
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