Thursday, May 20, 2010

I fear that the depression I might be in is one day going to be too much of a burden. I fear that one day I will leave all of my friends, and my family so that I don't have them to use as a standard to compare myself to. I fear that I'm going to feel worthless for the rest of my life

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I know how you feel. Every year I feel myself sinking deeper and deeper into my own world. Blowing off friends, avoiding family. I've been getting worse since I was 10 years old. I enjoy their company no doubt. I love them. And I'm not always unhappy, I actually enjoy life alot. But I can't make myself care about too many things at once. BUT my friends still enjoy and miss me, and my family has not disowned me. They love me even though I won't work for it. I have faith one day I can make it out of this feeling of suffocation, sociable and happy. We have forever to heal.