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Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I fear that I'll never have any true friends. I've found that I'm a loyal friend, while the people I thought were friends aren't actually friends at all; they use me. I don't know how to make new friends, and I'm lonely.
2 comments:
Anonymous
said...
I am with you on this, every friend i've ever had and people I know today, only seem to want to talk to me or be around when it benefits them. I dont know why I allow this to happen, it just does. I do not feel that I have one "true" friend that would be here without gain..
I, too, feel myself to be loyal to my friends and my lovers... while going through the same as both of you... never intentionally hurting anyone. However, in time, my gentleness, kindness,generosity and compassion, as well as loyalty is taken for granted, and/or not appreciated... until they want something else from me.
In spite of the pain, in spite of the loneliness never give up hope that the next person you befriend or love could be that true friend you seek... that they will not turn their back on you, not stab you in the back, use you, or hurt you. Please have faith and confidence in yourself as the person who deserves better than you've received in the past. Because you do!
2 comments:
I am with you on this, every friend i've ever had and people I know today, only seem to want to talk to me or be around when it benefits them. I dont know why I allow this to happen, it just does. I do not feel that I have one "true" friend that would be here without gain..
I, too, feel myself to be loyal to my friends and my lovers... while going through the same as both of you... never intentionally hurting anyone. However, in time, my gentleness, kindness,generosity and compassion, as well as loyalty is taken for granted, and/or not appreciated... until they want something else from me.
In spite of the pain, in spite of the loneliness never give up hope that the next person you befriend or love could be that true friend you seek... that they will not turn their back on you, not stab you in the back, use you, or hurt you. Please have faith and confidence in yourself as the person who deserves better than you've received in the past. Because you do!
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