Monday, January 12, 2009

I'm terribly afraid of death...mine or anyone close to me. I actually think it has become a phobia.Yet...I think I might have breast cancer but I'm terrified to go to the doctor. I haven't told anyone because I know they would make me face my fear of death and I don't think I can handle it.

I'm terrified.

Female, 23


Anonymous said...

if you do not go to the doctor you will get even more sick and afraid.

Anonymous said...

My biggest fear is that because so many have hurt me before that I don't know how to be truly happy now that I have a guy that really does love me and would never hurt me. I'm afraid that because of them I try and hurt him just so I can prove to myself that all men are the same and I can never be happy with anyone. I love him, I really do but if it goes wrong, it Will be My fault. :-/ What if I can't change?

Anonymous said...

I agree with the person above me. You have two choices:

1) Go to the doctor and be relieved that you don't have cancer, or have them tell you that you do have cancer and begin treatment immediately.

2) Never find out and stress for the rest of your life.