I fear that I will not have the nerve to make an a..I fear that I will not have the nerve to make an appointment with the school guidance counsellor after the Christmas holidays. I fear that I will be too scared to tell the guidance counsellor all the many good reasons that I think I have OCD. I fear that they won't believe me. I fear that they will. I fear that I do have OCD. I fear that I don't have OCD and am just being an idiot.