Saturday, December 20, 2008

I fear failure. I fear that I am not clever enough to be studying for my degree in Literature. I fear that my hardwork is not hard enough. I fear that I shall have to make my part time job into a full time job. I fear the career I want will not live up to my expectations. I fear that I shall spend so much time trying to be successful in the career that I shall forget to have a family and when I remember it will be too late. I'm scared that I will never find anyone who I can truly love. I'm scared because the one thing I want more than anything else is a family, but I don't think I will ever find my soul mate.I fear that I shall have to focus so much on my career in order to be a success at something, rather than being seen as a failure.I fear that in the process of aspiring to better myself and make a difference through teaching, I will fail to have the life I really want.


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Please remember from someone older (42) that you have an awful lot of time ahead of you for the things you wish for to come true. Try not to focus on what you fear because your actions and thoughts will follow. eg if you fear not meeting the love of your life perhaps you won't talk to attractive men in case they reject you and your belief is confirmed. Try and focus on abundance rather than lack. What you focus on can manifest itself.